Time went by and since Krupa and the boy met, in Feb 2027, they stopped talking willingly as they were getting too much involved in each other’s life and they both decided to not talk or connect much, but that didn’t happen either the boy or Krupa initiated conversations every few weeks. Since, the time Krupa started caring, the boy had a special place for her in his life but he wasn’t able to comprehend what this was. They were talking on and off, sometimes slight quarrels happened and then they again connected.
The boy finally understood and decided what the feeling was and he told Krupa on 11’Sep’ 2028 that he loves her and would like to marry her. Krupa was flustered at first and then wasn’t able to comprehend what this man was saying but the boy was completely sure and he only told her that he will marry her and no one else. The first thing she said or didn’t say was nothing, she was silent, when the boy told her, she started saying every man is the same and no one understands feelings etc. She thought that the boy was trying to work around her getting some fun out of her but the boy was very serious about this. For him, he never said this to anybody so far in life and never felt like this for anybody. For her, the mentor was everything and so he said that she does not have to give a response to his feelings, but rather respond once the mentor agrees to this. He also said that we will not interact much now till he talks to the mentor and convinced her.
They did not interact after that. Then a few times in weeks they pinged each other in the October of 2028 since the boy confessed his feelings and most interactions were around “this is not possible”, the mentor might not agree and it is socially not possible etc. The boy was now going away to a new place and wanted to meet the girl once before he left and went to meet her in her city but she got busy and wasn’t able to take out time for that. So he went to her place, instead of her telling him not to come to her place, that’s the first and last time he did something the girl asked him not to do. She did not open the door and he left without seeing her one last time. They had a major argument and heat of the moment she pinged him and asked not to call her or ping her. As they both were similar souls he also replied something similar to not talk ever etc but he still mentioned that he will talk to the mentor.
He didn’t talk to her for a month or so, while settling in the new place and she also didn’t initiate a conversation. But, the boy was missing her and knew that she also was missing him but them being too similar, both didn’t talk to each other. The boy talked to the mentor and asked her to let him marry the girl. The mentor was not shocked as the boy came to know that she had been pestering the girl for a month or so asking Krupa is there something going on. The boy told that he fell in love with her soul and she was a very inspiring woman. Chinmaya was not happy knowing about the mentor kept checking in on her about this as it was not something contaminated, it was a very pure connection. Anyway, the boy told the mentor about it, trusting the mentor completely but unfortunately the mentor had already decided to not agree and rather brainwash the boy in telling him that this is not possible in this life. This was on 15th Dec’2028, but the boy was not going to agree to something just because someone else is not equipped to handle this situation. This was a very huge decision for him and he was not going to back off. He contacted the girl again on 24th Dec’2028 telling her about his conversation with the mentor, this was after the quarrel they had on 30th Oct’ 2028. Krupa told the mentor about the message and the mentor contacted the boy, the boy was still hoping that the mentor and Krupa would both agree and try and understand but on the contrary the mentor had brain washed and reprimanded Krupa for the boy having feelings for her. So all three talked over a call, Krupa and the boy were talking after their quarrel in October and they both were yelling at each other and Krupa also blamed the boy for coming close to her which was never the case. This was a result of the mentor conveying the boy’s conversation with the her in a way that the boy was only trying to blame Krupa about this and hence they had a very heated conversation, while the mentor achieving what she wanted to, at the end she told both the people separately a different version of what was told and asked both of them to not interact with each other and move on.
After this conversation, the boy went into a shell as this had such an impact on his life that he was not able to focus on anything. Even Krupa at her end might have been struggling as the mentor was reprimanding her and judging her like all the time she did. Since then the boy and the girl were not talking to each other, this event had a very major impact on the boy and the girl’s life but the mentor was unaffected completely and was happy that she was able to do what she wanted to. The mentor’s belief was that something like this is not possible at all, she had old school beliefs. The mentor knew that if Chinmaya and Krupa were in touch he will take her away from the mentor, due to her own insecurity but that’s not how the boy looked at it, he never put any condition on Krupa rather it was the mentor who kept putting conditions, if she wanted to be in touch with her, she shouldn’t talk to this person or that person. She used to think that it is for the greater good, that exactly how she stopped someone from evolving.
In that call, the major point of discussion was the mentor trying to sort out and make them decide on moving and take them apart. Krupa repeatedly said it is not possible, that’s exactly what the mentor said when the boy told the mentor about this. Only the boy and Krupa knew and felt what they had interacted and on what level they connected, but the mentor was so evidently in control of Krupa and her vulnerability that she said what the mentor wanted to listen to.
The boy anyhow was in no mood to give up but he did not contact Krupa for a long time after this last conversation but tried talking to the mentor again and convince her. But while this process going on, he understood that the mentor was intentionally trying to not address this so as to keep her beliefs intact, not realizing the impact of events they both had on their life. The boy did have a lot of questions but his priority was to make sure Krupa’s issues are resolved which he could clearly see that the mentor was not addressing rather just keeping them as is so that she is unable to come out of a vicious cycle she was in. The boy did not want to talk to or interact with the mentor anymore but he had to as he wanted to resolve things that weren’t getting resolved due to the mentor being inept at handling mature situations.
Before moving further, a brief mention about how the mentor used to deal with Krupa. She used to judge her every time she wanted to talk about something she was facing with her husband. She did tell her that she will talk to him and make him understand but that was superficial. Unfortunately, Krupa used to respect her a lot and gave her GOD status in her life but the mentor wasn’t reciprocating that level of respect to Krupa. The mentor always tried to put her down so much so that she was reprimanding her on the boy having feelings for her. She never tried to understand why she opened up to the boy like she had to no one else, except the mentor. She used to even tell her on how to sit and how to stand, which was just unacceptable at so many levels as she was a grown up woman who was vulnerable in front of the mentor. Instead of trying and comfort Krupa, she first used to demoralize and put her down, once she felt low after listening to stuff from the mentor, the mentor used to say I am with you. Also, the mentor felt bad and insecure on why Krupa did not tell her about this before and why she lied to her, this was a major point that the mentor was hurt about but she being an evolved person should have tried to understand but instead she scolded her repeatedly, so much so that she removed the boy from Social media connects.
Approach of the mentor was to create an issue and then try and resolve that making the her follower feel that she did that. Actually, she used to feed off energy from such situations and people, similarly she tried to do that with the boy as well but the boy being mature enough understood and did not continue any further conversation or connect with the mentor. Not taking away the fact that the mentor helped the boy evolve and guide through for a year, the boy always remembered that the mentor did guide him in a phase of life and he will always be thankful for. He will still be there for the mentor if she needed him, but the mentor being not that evolved may not be able to contact him, just because of her self-esteem (ego). But this was not something he wanted to agree upon just because the mentor told them both to not interact, the boy only wanted to make decisions of his life, right or wrong on his own to move ahead. The mentor telling him who to not love and what to do in life was not the right thing to do on the mentor’s side. If the mentor tried and understood and her own orthodox beliefs didn’t come in between her and Krupa, she could have easily said to Krupa, “I am with you whatever you decide and do in life”. It was so simple but the mentor didn’t want to take that route and the boy also understood that she didn’t want to completely resolve issues in Krupa’s life as if Krupa got everything she wanted and was content in life, she wouldn’t need the mentor (this being the mentor’s less evolved thought process). Although this wasn’t the case with Krupa , she was a mature and an evolved human completely capable of evolving and becoming a better person every day and inspiring people, she did inspire the boy to love life with no regrets.
Please check out Chapter III and read on further !
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